I am so sorry that this world is full of evil but I pray God gives you strength for standing firm and that His protection and grace will be with you . For you are a modern Shadrac as in the book of Daniel . With his friends, he said we will not bow down to your worthless idols ! God will rescue me, but even if He does not for HIs purposes , we will still not bow down! . For in these times is when Jesus will walk through the storm with you ! I am praying God is very close to you each minute !