Lord, I am but a simple man, lately I have asked for guidance, a direct path that will help me help myself. Now the thought of praying in that way brings me deep shame. I pray that any goodness you have saved for me and mine be used for leah and her family, and any love you would grace me with please do not waste on my life. lord, I pray your love and grace will help leah and Christians like her, who face a worse situations than I can even bear to imagine. My heart aches for them.