My dear brothers and sisters in the Lord, my heart goes out to you and I know that Jesus is with you in mighty power and love! He is surrounding you with His angels and giving you strength. Rejoice! Precious in the sight of the Lord is the death of His saints : Psalm 116:15. I pray God will encourage you to obey Him in forgiving those who harmed and killed your loved ones and brought grief to you! Great is your reward in heaven. Luke 6:22,23; 27-38.